Nothing special, but important
There will be a time when you’ll meet a person that will fill your desk with colorful tiny items, strange rubbers, unique rulers and classic pencils, funny and crazy plastic magnet figures, items you had no idea that existed, items that you needed and you didn’t even know.
Someday, there will come a person that will fill your desk with tiny colorful and playful items, beautiful thoughts, big dreams and not only that. They will bring energy for you to work for these dreams. Work is the only realistic color in your dreams. Energy is the brush.
There will be a time when you will relax and enjoy your moment, excited about your next step, walk easier on Earth. Yes, this feeling can revive and be felt again. This beautiful feeling of childish excitement. It is about exercise and action.
What you are living now is not forever, is not the rest of your life and your life will be long. There will be a time when a person will feel your desk with motivation and will for life.
This person will be you, with the support of your people. Just keep moving to the direction they hang out. You need to go to the place they are, you know. That’s the only price you have to pay.
This is not your forever life, but just a period of time. A hard time full or real shit. There will be a time when you will remember who you are, where you started from, how sweet and strong child you were. I know you have forgotten it. But this is not forever.
There will come nights that will bring you pride for what you once were, and you will start again from that point.
If I could speak to myself just 3 years ago, I would hug me with all my affection. I would say this is not your life, these are not your people. Work with yourself to find them.
Working hard in the wrong tribe is a waste of life. Your life.